10/19/2024

At the very start of creation, it may seem contentious to state that there is neither existence nor non-existence. The definition of when all creation started is beyond human awareness and intellect. Where did we come from? Did Adam and Eve give birth to human civilization on this planet? In writing this blog, I am interested in exploring the purpose of our creation through Adam's story rather than proving that Adam represents the first human form. Based on what I have mentioned in the first...

09/16/2024

What is the story of creation? Many theories exist about the beginning of creation. I appreciate that the advancement of science has contributed to a better understanding of creation and that there are various religious positions on creationism. You may be inclined to have a more zealous view concerning the legitimacy of one theory over the other, and it is not my intention to promote a particular scientific theory or religious belief over another. Can science and religion co-exist? What...

08/15/2024

There is another aspect to the definition of success that may add complexity to my current situation and reasoning that stem from social phenomena that individuals acquire within a culture. There is a tendency for the definition of success to be misguided by the notion of career achievement which is frequently absorbed through the narrative of virtuous individuals who are perceived as socially successful in accordance with social norms. But who sets the values for those social norms? What is...

07/16/2024

I find my mind wandering away from the game at work and exploring other realms. I could just submit my resignation letter today and quit, look for another job, or even go back to being a stay-at-home mom. As it turns out, the process is more complex than I had anticipated. My mind is preoccupied with questions I don't have answers to, probably only natural given the fact I have no experience in this situation and I'm learning as I go. What does this profession mean to me? Is it about my current...

06/15/2024

After another mentally exhausting day at work, I'm finally in the open air, feeling the wind blow over me, bringing with it the scent of the horses at the stables. The odor is sweet and musky, mixed with the aroma of hay, grains and a hint of manure, yielding a pungent yet earthy fragrance. This is my place to be when I feel the need to revive my mental energy and soul. When everything around me seems chaotic, coming here reminds me of basic, yet fundamental elements of humanity that we often...

05/17/2024

Truth and Justice. These words come to my mind as I ponder where they all lie in the realm of certainty. Do they form the conceptual foundation of our existence? Can we say that 'truth' is a man-made constructed matrix that navigates us towards the security we identify with to be part of our existence? Within our communities and larger societies, the belief systems embedded within our daily lives and our subconscious behaviors bring about our realities. Should we question our truths? Naturally,...

04/15/2024

Guilt. I thought I managed it by concealing all my fears that came with it. The pain and suffering from guilt consumed me, and I finally deceived myself into believing that it had vanished forever. I was numb to the feelings of guilt. I translated this to 'I'm okay'. This chapter of my life was sealed, or so I thought. Cancer and Guilt. What is the link? It is a reasonable question, but is it rational? Can guilt haunt you and affect the cells in your body to cause cancer? You may not find this...

03/15/2024

'Guilt'. Do you know the exact moment when it enters your world? Maybe you do or don't, and it may not matter. What matters is, are you aware and conscious enough to comprehend what it does to you? It knocks on your door, you let it in once, and being opportunistic in nature, it permits itself to dive deep into your subconscious mind. Once it arrives there, it starts manipulating your judgements and pretends it cares about you. As an adult with diverse life experiences, I can now see how I...

02/15/2024

Who am I? Am I my thoughts? My perceptions? My beliefs? My job? My culture? Am I a mother, a wife, a sister, a daughter, an aunt, a cousin, a friend, or possibly even a villain in someone else's story? Which one of those roles is the most meaningful? What do they mean to me? How do others perceive my personality traits? Which one is closest to my verity? Is it how I see myself, or is it how others see me? It's easy to symbolize our identities through our titles, professions, accomplishments and...

01/15/2024

I'm in the midst of starting a blog to use writing as an expression of my opinions about life and what it means to be human. These thoughts have been confined in my head for years. At this point, I'm anxious and doubtful about the prospect of this new endeavor. I don't know where this will take me and several voices in my head are competing to influence me on a decision. I need to start from somewhere. I'm unsure why, where, what or how at this stage. All I know is that 'I don't know'. I have...